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| Saturday, January 27, 2007 |
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today we've probably reached a new low.
with all the tears, arguments and discussions involved.
and i'd say that the emotions that came into play were so much so overwhelming, even i was stunned at how much my voice trembled when i spoke and the tears that came flowing thereafter.
all i wanted to do was to argue for the fairness and rationale of it all.
i was speaking for the issue. and not for anyone.
there's a difference.
it's upsetting how things've got to turn out so ugly.
how misjudgements, groundless assumptions and the word of mouth warps images even before you really actly know the person.
now we're debating about simple errors made complicated.
errors that we're all guilty of committing and will still commit.
i really hate it when all the reasoning becomes so technical- like how we spent so long defining and arguing over the significance and boundaries of a stupid mc.
i mean, yea i know, in the positions and roles we're given, it sounds illogical and completely naive, but cant we use our hearts to think? to reason? to decide?
rahh.
okay i know the majority prob wont understand what im talking abt cos im trying as hard as i am not to be too explicit.
anw, stay strong everyone(:
on a wholly seperate issue,
although im feeling totally crappy now cos of a whole load of problems that mircaculously, unfortunately, sickeningly, have to surface at this time, i feel less clouded- by delusions, stories and whatsoever.
im amazed at how ive been stronger than i imagined myself to be.
and haha. i know this is so random, but someone needs to remind me that i just recovered from a fever on wed because im frantically turning to ice cream and chocolates for my severly major endorphins deficiency. teehee.
okay and just to prevent anyone from thinking im depressed or sth, which i am really NOT quite.
lets end the post with a smiley face.
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and so she said at 10:55 PM  |
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